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Wednesday, April 30, 2003*
my day didnt start out rite,
rite frm the beginning...
shall not choose to elaborate...
so as not to be reminded of the abominable details...
sparing myself e pain....
during pe today..
ran 2.4...
for me though i was like in pain thru-out...
dunno was it the emotional turmoil goin thru inside of me..
Ur voiCe n fAce kept appearing time n again....
emerging frm my thots...
flickering in my face...
reminding me of u again n again...
refreshing all tht u said to me....
once again my mind is in a whirl..
i cant seem to focus on anytink...
or was it juz my stomach working up against me..
tink it was gastric....
thot i lost it in sec skool alreadi..
but it seems like its back to haunt me...
in anyway... i almost blacked-out...
my heading was spinning real hard n fast...
i was on e verge of collapsing...!!
tink abt it......
faint aft running 2.4?????
like...how weak can i get man?
seriously its e first time sometink like tis eva happened to me...
like waT The......
many times i told u to get out of my life..
hoping to break away e pain tht is tormenting me....
didnt reali mean it tht way...
hurt u time n again...
im sori
~tas
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have...
Tas_anne @ Wednesday, April 30, 2003
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